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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

Time:6:05 pm.
Mood: excited.
bean chips make me happy.
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Friday, October 28th, 2005

Time:8:39 pm.
livejournal is so lame.
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Monday, October 24th, 2005

Time:6:13 pm.
Mood: awake.
nothing after school is wonderful.
for about a month.
then its club time babay!



i like flax seeds.
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Monday, October 17th, 2005

Time:9:18 pm.
Mood: yayayayayay!.
three days left of volleyball!!!




sah-weeeeeeeeet!





fair tomorrow? yes? yes.
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005

Time:6:19 pm.
Mood: uhhhg..
weeeere baaaaack....

ok, so who's up to going to the fair????





he's not making an effort to see me.
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005

Time:9:18 pm.
Mood: curious.
im doing much, MUCH better.
im talking to mat.
much drama there. i mean... never mind.

i think i like being single.
its been fun....



damn, fall break is over.
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005

Subject:*sigh*
Time:1:43 pm.
Mood: crushed.
i really wish i could say something good
but my life..
its uhm,
shitty right now.
well, kinda, me and eric are on a break.
16 1/2 months and were on a damn break.
i dont know what that meens... but i think im healing well...
i guess my life isnt really that shitty, everything else is good.
but that kinda sucks.
uhm, yeah, its sucks a lot.

ok so im drowning in sorrow right now.
forgive me for spewing my thoughts on this entry,
an entry that im sure you dont even really care about,
from a person that you dont really even talk to that much.

uhg. im rambling. i do this when im frustrated.
im not insane. i swear.
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we're on a "break"
what exactly that meens,
or how long it may take,
i dont know...

i really wish i did.

its only been a day and i miss his voice already...
i guess this is what we both really needed,
but,
its so hard.
for the past year all i've known is being with him.
i havent been without him in 16 and a half months.
this is so different.
its like sarting over, only, you dont know what to do first.
do i call him?
does he call me?
can i see him?
do i write him?




do i really love him?
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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005

Subject:humph.
Time:1:39 am.
Mood: amused.
oh well.

at least i get to see the clouds in the morning.






my kitty is sitting here, watchine me type.
shes confused.
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Sunday, September 4th, 2005

Time:10:46 am.
Mood: BAH!!.
football is backk...
yesssssss.
this year is gunna rock.
i can feel it.
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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

Subject:history tends to repeat itself...
Time:3:07 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
our first game, and,
we lose.

go figure.


maybe it wont be like last season....?
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Friday, August 26th, 2005

Time:8:19 pm.
Mood: weird.
i guess you could say,
im getting bored with life,
and its all seems so old to me now.
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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005

Time:6:36 pm.
Mood: tired.
so.
40 year old virgin is the best movie ever,
and uhm,
yeah its sad that i cant think of anything to write.


oh, and i hate ben roman.
ben... i hate you.
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005

Time:5:37 pm.
Mood: lonely.
ok. so i dont really write on here much.
i dont really get on the computer much.
i've been way too busy.
school.
volleyball.
everything else in the world.
or...
im just lazy...

i like regaton. and the kids that sit at my lunch table.
they make me smile.

a miss seeing eric.
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Monday, August 15th, 2005

Subject:relief
Time:6:52 pm.
i never thought that jipping AMF out of 50 bucks,
and throwing 7 dozen eggs at people could be so fun...
i love those kids...

so, people have been making me feel a bit relieed of my "stress"
back massages and laugher are a great mix for a good night.

i've decided to just work. hard.
i'm going to work my ass off to earn my spot on varsity,
and then, WHEN i get there, i'm gonna be the best.
ever.

mwahahahaha.
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005

Subject:vent abby, vent...
Time:12:44 pm.
Mood: fuckin heated.
fuck fuckedy fuck fuck fuck.
fuckin shit dude.


this week fuckin sucked a cock.
my gerbil died. my car overheated. school fuckin starts.
and then, the ONE thing i look forawrd too, volleyball, sucks.
i made jv. junior varsity.

fuck this shit.
that fat bitch is gonna regret her decision.




ok, i feel a little better now....
*phew*



will someone make me happy? please?
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005

Time:9:17 am.
Mood: energetic.
im officialy a legal driver.

so...
party first night school gets out...
how bout it, whos in?
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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005

Time:9:34 pm.
Mood: *sigh*.
a few i love you's later.... and i feel better.
much better.
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Subject:fuck.
Time:3:35 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
i seriously hate how things have been lately but i dont have the balls to say anything due to the fear i have of rejection and looking just plain stupid.

i hate it.

so much.

i dont want my relationship to carry on like this and i know that in order for things to change, i have to say something, get my act together and just do it. why do things have to change? why cant he just smile when i walk into the room. why cant he instead of fighting, tell me he loves me, or that im beatiful. why. why cant things just go the way i se them in my head.

i love him. i really do. but not seeing him. the constant laziness, no attempts to see me, the fighting.... i cant take it.

its got to change. fast.
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Monday, July 25th, 2005

Time:5:28 pm.
Mood: surprised.
kayla winter is in town.
kayla... freakin... winter....
eye heart you.

yessssssssss.
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Time:3:04 pm.
Mood: scared.
my mom is gettin surgery tomorrow.
please pray for her.

xo.
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